I am really frustrated and the thing is, I don't know who I can talk to about it, because I don't know how to share this frustration with someone, because I feel like if I did, I'd either get a look like "what?" or of "oh, im so sorry...but" or something like that. It's actually two somethings that are really getting to me - eating me up, bothering me to the point of craziness - sorry, drama queen moment.
I don't know what to do or who to talk to - other than God, because at this point, He listens to me without making me feel awful. But I feel like I really need to talk this out with a human too - a friend...just don't know who or how or where to begin because I have a feeling that maybe just maybe I have built this all up in myself and am totally reading things wrong and over reacting - I tend to do that, ya know.
And if I am not making it worse in my head, I don't know that I want to deal with it. Although it wouldn't be anything new for me to deal with - it's something I dealt with a lot in the past and am use to the feelings that surround it.
Gah - I just need some form of understanding or direction or something...
Pray for me please...
Sorry for the deep cloud of mystery here.
1 day ago
3 comments:
Good luck with it! A lot of times we are building things up and over reacting but can only realize that in hind sight. The feelings you have are at least very real! I hope it gets resolved for you!
Awww...I'm sorry. And I do totally understand - we all have those feelings every now & then that we think nobody else would understand or everybody would think we were terrible people if they knew. Or sometimes a friend is going through something & it's affecting you a ton, but you can't say anything about it or talk to anyone about it...sigh. I'm sorry. I hope you can find someone to talk to & I'm glad you're talking to God about it - that has been such a blessing to me in a situation that a friend (and thereby me) is going through.
Praying that everything is okay!
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