Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Learning to Let Go

My new mantra - "Let it Go!"

There has been a lot that has happened in the past several months. I know you know this because I have been blogging less than my normal amount. (Not that many of my posts were ever that interesting...) It's been a very hard, eye opening, God trusting few months. I would like to never go through this kind of stuff again.

But it's been hard because I am hold on to a lot of hurt, anger, bitterness, resentment, ect. ect. ect. Today at counseling my therapist (though I don't really think she's that - more of a good friend I word throw up on!) suggested I reframe. Jesus' view vs. world view. I am human and so I tend to look more at things through my world frames, but holy cow, when I put on my Jesus frames - what a difference that made. 

I want to learn to forgive, let go, but it's hard. When you've had your whole world turned upside down and had to just hold on to God with all you've got, it changes you, you want to be negative, you don't want to view things in a Jesus way....it's so easy to view things negatively - so easy! 

So I am trying to learn to let go and really truly let God. Let him handle things...He's good at that.

I've missed blogging.

1 comment:

Jesson Balaoing said...

nice post, sweet blog from you!